and a paradox. of sorts. not of words but of actions.
flip a coin. turn a coin. twist a coin. 2 faces, probability of half. dabble with it. cut it through the faces. flip one away. will that be it? or hypothesis still?
thee spoke of words unspoken. fingers pointed. faults shifted. beliefs tilted. putting up with many. you think you're good? then i suppose you're eligible for sainthood any day now.
living like a coin. with one face defaced. but don't flip it here. for here, your demeanour don't matter. for here, thee has no power. for here, restitution is in order.
from chief!
8:31 PM
and, IWANTMYPAY!!!
evry1 have got theirs but not me!!
8:23 PM
under 24!
hey peeps!!
just came back from sentosa! and im having a great day today but i need to go work at suntec...shit! spoil my mood!
so early in the mrng wake up late.. suppose to meet my fren at 6.30am but i meet then ard 7.10.. hahah janji melayu....lols... acctuali we went there for beach soccer tournament... yeah.. and i realli miss soccer badly... so went there by bus... and i wanna take picture but my phone already dead... and our first game is at 10.30 by right. but end up we played at 11+... my first thought that beach soccer was easy.. and i played very badly! the sand sux!! end up we lost the first game! 1-0..yeah! but we were the better team... i alredy got no mood to play the second game because its fuckin heavy when u ran with the ball at the sand... end up we just waited for our second game... and we planned to play any how...like what we always do... play with laughter, joke ard and we won!! haha... 1-0.... hee2.... amat scored!! fyi the tournament we are playing is under 24... and my leg kena sapu buy this idiot no. 9 guy...step pro!! then the 3rd game arrive... we still play anihow...haha end up lost 1-0... again we are the better side... yeah!! but i enjoy my day... only that i need to prepare for work at night... set up for the rubix cube challenge at suntec... and tmr puase!!
haha
happy!!
6:55 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Darling I, I can't explain, Where did we lose our way, 'Girl it's driving me insane. And I know I just need one more chance, To prove my love to you. And if you come back to me, I'll guarantee, That I'll never let you go.
CHORUS: Can we go back to the days Our love was strong. Can you tell me how A perfect love goes wrong. Can somebody tell me How to get things back, The way they used to be. Oh God, give me the reason, I'm down on bended knee.
B-SECTION: I'll never walk again, Until you come back to me, I'm down on bended knee.
So many nights I dream of you. Holding my pillow tight I know, That I don't need to be alone. When I open up my eyes, To face reality, Every moment without you, It seems like eternity. I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.
REPEAT CHORUS.
MIKE: Baby, I'm sorry, Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done. Please come back home girl. I know you put all your trust in me, I'm sorry I let you down. Please forgive me.
I'm gonna swallow my pride, Say I'm sorry, Stop pointing fingers, The blame is on me. I want a new life, And I want it with you. If you feel the same, Don't ever let it go. You gotta believe in the spirit of love, It will heal all things, Won't hurt any more. No I don't believe our love's terminal. I'm down on my knees, Begging you please, Come home.
REPEAT CHORUS TWICE.
REPEAT BRIDGE.
Wanna build a new life, Just you and me. Gonna make you my wife, Raise a family.
REPEAT BRIDGE
11:00 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
yesterday was my off day... so was at home... at ard 5 went out to bukit panjang plaza.. buy some stuff there.... then off home... then yat called, hhe asked if i want to lepak. at first i was kinda lazy, but end up i ask him to picked me up.. he was at jp at that time, then he came back all the way from jp to bp just to picked me up..haha after that went to his house to meet rizal there. aft meeting rizal we go to jp to meet yan... then i saw the person i hate most sey!!! i didnt even look at him!! haha...
so we went to henderson waves... talk a lot of craps... and me and yan saw things flying...oh god.. i saw it for ard 3 times.. scary place sia... but still fun...
art ard 2am off to west coast.... sit at the playground... took some pictures.... all the pictures are with rizal... they sing songs, i listen.. watch ______....hahha.... then of home...
reach home ard 5am.... bath then sleep... tired.... damn cold sia...ride slowly also fucking cold... ____________________________________________________________
woke up at 10am...my mum wake me up.. then go to ttsh... medical checkup again.. lazy sia... take urine.... blood test...hais... then off home.. and i need to go for my second appointment later at 4...
argk.... malas sia!!!
12:50 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
came in and thumb in and greet him assalmualaikum with my hand wanna salam him.
he replied 'waalaikumsalam, aku tk suke salam org pemalas'!!!
wth!!! perangai bdk kecik siak...
12:10 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
suppose to b in afternoon shift today, but kak ina called and ask me to come a.s.a.p cos my hours not enuf... so bath at ard 1100 and out of home by 1130.. reach work ard 1215... just doing rework the whole day.. nothing much... last minute need to sent something to cust house.. by that time is at 2115.. so no straightening lane!!haha=) the house is at yishun.. so go there and reach back at store by 2215... still they have not finish their straightening.. slow!!!! help out... and by the time we r done... no more train... so get cab fare.. haha... went home with 2 girls. minyi and fitrah... and reach home... bath and start typing=)..
tmr fulll shift!!! tired!!! then monday off.. yes ar!!!
1:14 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
going for all this stupid checkups give me more problem..
not just the checkups but also at work....
never seems to understand my problems....
if can, i dont wanna go to the check up...but i got no choice...
they think i just use my leave for fun... but maybe part of it is my mistake....
but at lease they should understand and give me some support... disappointed??? as in??
soon i will give up....
9:14 PM
Cold and frosty morning, Theres not a lot to say, About the things caught in my mind, And as the day was dawning, My plane flew away, With all the things caught in my mind,
I dont wanna be there when your, coming down, I dont wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away, Say what you say, Say that youll stay, Forever and a day, In the time of my life, Cos I need more time, Yes I need more time just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play, With all the things caught in my mind, Damn my education I cant find the words to say, With all the things caught in my mind, I dont wanna be there when your, coming down, I dont wanna be there when you hit the ground,
So dont go away, Say what you say, Say that youll stay, Forever and a day, In the time of my life, Cos I need more time, Yes I need more time just to make things right.
Me and you whats going on, All we seem to know is how to show, The feelings that I wrote.
So dont go away, Say what you say, Say that youll stay, Forever and a day, In the time of my life, Cos I need more time, Yes I need more time just to make things right.
And dont go away, Say what you say, Say that youll stay, Forever and a day, In the time of my life, Cos I need more time, Yes I need more time just to make things right,
Yes I need more time just to make things right, Yes I need more time just to make things right, So dont go away.
2:36 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know It's a cold hard road when you wake up and I don't think that I Have the strength to let you go
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
There goes my ring It might as well have been shattered and I'm here to sing about the things that mattered about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
And someday, I promise I'll be gone And someday, I might even sing this song To you, I might even sing this song, to you and I was crying alone tonight and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you So just come back we'll make it better So Just come back I'll make it better than it ever was x2
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face makes me wish that I was never brought into this place ( I want it all, Don't leave right now) (I'll give you everything)
3:36 AM
fuck up!!!
im not in good mood today..
i simply HATE that person!!
he becomes angry at me for just a stupid reason..
feel like quitting, but i need to find a better job b4 i do so.
now i feel how my other frens feel when they also kena fuck up for nothing..
idiot!!
1:46 AM
Monday, August 18, 2008
-tired -sick -broke -lazy -feels like dying!
2:53 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
hello!
woke up late today... reach hm at ard 5am.. went out wif bdk2 puake..haha... last minute plan sia..aft work meet yan n zal n fifi and off to gombak. then meet yat n haziq there..talk cock.. plan to go zoo,sentosa and night safari this sat..haha..crazy ppl.. but still cnnot go..im working..then off home..yan sent me back..
so tats all 4 now! tmr nid 2 rpt usq at 1 sia! TIRED!
9:04 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
haha! now u feel how being hurt is! im laughing!hee2...
for now im supebly bz with work..tis mth pay sucks..but mayb still cn survive till next mth..haha..didnt spent anything much yet on my pay, only gave my mum some cash..
hmm..n my laptop still givin me problems..i wish the screen will go to the login screen..but cannot! fuck sia..haha...boring! evry time online need to use psp..its sucks..but i love my psp! got kenangan lah seh.haha.so that all for now!