the dream was way back. but its still in my mind. this how the dream goes: he was on the way to somewhere. it was in the train, as he was standing by the door, looking out of the window, in his mind, he was remembering all the memories he had outside. the train move fast, but all the memories can be seen clearly. sitting in the stadium, meet in the stairs, walking under the tracks, having fun in the hills, waiting for one another in the station. and as he reach his destination. he was going out. he look to the left, and he saw her. she was alone in the train. sitting by herself. but he just looked down and went out of the train. so stupid of him for not talking to her. and pooft.. its the end of the dream.
yes! this is what happened to me while im on my way to work! its her! im fucking shock! while im on the train, i was thinking all of that moment in my dream. and when im going out of the train. i looked left and its her sitting alone. but i just looked down. and when im off the train, i tried to steal glance to confirm if its really her. indeed, i am correct! its really her...
reach work at 3pm. tear down the center gondola. finish at 5plus. go buy buke. eat.. honestly, the work today was hell tired! can die man! 3pm start, 7am ends!... im dead!! good bye!!
8:42 AM
Monday, September 29, 2008
hello ppl! im shag out! slept for only 4 hours and off to work... damn tiring sia! so yesterday went to geylan lorong 12! haha no lah. i mean geylang serai! haha.. it was ard 12am went they called me. i feel like not goin.. but they force. haha... then they meet yat under my block. then the others came. zal,ziq,yan and atiqa. then off to geylang. not crowded. i didnt bought anything! hmm... then 2 plus off to al-azhar. on the way to the carpark, i realize something on my bag.. haha.. guess what!
its this:
fuck! they laughed at me!! hahaha... this thing belong to my sis. i wonder how it enters my bag.lol
then reach al-azhar, buy drinks. chit-chat and off home by 4.20am.. reach hoome ard 4.35am bath and sleep..
woke up at 9. bath. off to work.. slacking day. and the register key lost. i dont think its lost, well i guess i know who took it.. wtf.. i was in the blame because i use the register. and i just left the key there. fyi, i just use the register awhile. just to cut the long q. argk! stop this topic! on my break. sleep all the way.. and i overshot my break time. 1 hr 30min..haha yeah!! shiok sia!! sleep at storeroom... start straightening. then out of store by 10.25. reach hm by 11.30pm. and start typing now!
12:44 AM
Sunday, September 28, 2008
stressness came!
i ve been smocking too much i guess. just 6 hours, 15 sticks gone! stress or what?
12:29 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
the 100th post!
26th September 2008 hello peeps! i sleep late! and i was lucky that im awake by 9am, cos im working today. was in morning shift. and ntg much to do at store today. no truck! and its fun.haha... didnt came to work on thursday as i was sick!! and im still feeling the sickness now. just weak!but still, i manage to fast! yeah=) so let's talk about work today. i've not been in jp for months. and there is some changes in the store look. even there is alot of new staff. i miss workin with all the puakes! i mean yat and sharizal. and even fattah, zaini, iman and much more who i have work over with. 1 shit all quit!cb! sometimes i tend to get upset without them. but life needs to move on right? i guess. a new guy just started, and his my new assistance.haha i mean his a new BM.but still a trainee.lol yeah! his name is benjamin. so teach him all the basics he need to know. and i think i can get along with him. he's quite friendly. and his staying near my house. so i got partner to go back with! hee2.. today i didnt eat during breakfast till now. just drink water, smoke and eat sweets. i got no appetite to eat. hmm... got some info from fifi that on monday we need to report to tamp. 3pm for sups and staff and 7pm for managers and sd. why the timing is different? hmm.... i wonder what eric want us to do? so i left work place at 8pm. ask yan's bro(hahahha)what shift he wants me to come on sunday. he said full! yeah! off home by train and changed to lrt. kinda bored of goin home by myself... reach home, order mac.sis treat! superbly bored! watch video from youtube. look for reed hot chili pepers video and live concert. they rocks man! they are very the unique. 1 of a kind! hahaaha
and i guess i have been typing craps! i just type without thinking.haha
so i end here! goodbye readers!
OASIS AND RHCP ROCKS!
1:33 AM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
this is a post from my sis blog
Men Are Hard to Please the problem with Guys:
When u treat them nicely,he says you are IN LOVE with him If u don't,he says U ARE PROUD
If u dress nicely,he says u're trying to LURE him If u don't,he says u are from KAMPUNG
If u ARGUE with him,he says u are STUBBORN iF u keep quite,he says u have no BRAINS
iF u are SMARTER then him,he'll lose FACE If he's SMARTER then u,he is GREAT
if u don't love him,he tries to POSSESS u if u love him,he'll try to LEAVE u(very true huh?)
if u don't make love with him,he says u don't love him if u do!!he says u are CHEAP!
If u tell him ur problem,he says u are TROUBLESOME If u don't,he says u don't TRUST him
If u scold him,u are like a NANNY to him If he scolds u,It is becAuse he CARES for u
If u break ur promise,U cannot be TRUSTED If he breaks his,he is forced to do so
If u smoke,u are a BAD girl if he smokes,he is a GENTLEMAN
If u hurt him,u are CRUEL! If he hurts u,u are too SENSITIVE!!
SO HARD TO PLEASE HUH?
yeah maybe most men is like this. and most girl are the same as well.
6:13 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
-dreaming-
rayhan gonna ride this bike soon! march or april 2009. yeah!=)
11:35 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
yesterday:
such a tiring day! was at warehouse. consolidating all the STS and AGINGS. yeah, and its so tiring! and i almost fell asleep while doing my work! finish work at ard 6. then go home. and i was dead by 10pm. i only go 1hrs of sleep that day.
and today:
was fresh in the morning! woke up at 6. never sahur!haaha! then was out of home by 7.15am. took train and its fucking crowded! i hate to take train in the morning! reach jurong east at ard 7.45. Daniel was already there! then bought bread and bandung! was fucking hungry! hahas. then all of them arrived. took cab to IDS.. and today im suppose to repair all the TM's item. Alot of battery operated motorcycle, car, bicycles and scooters are damage. so need to find the spare parts and fix or test them. and is so tired!and its hot! finish everything by 6.45pm. and off home at once! and tmr need to report by 8 again! when will be my off day?
8:49 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!
2:15 AM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
hmm..its just a boring day! i sleep at 8am. and woke up at 3pm. and on my lappy. play games.. currently im playing elven blood at facebook. the application is great,and i guess im addicted to it.haha.. and tmr, im goin to IDS. and its like working office hour! gerek! but for sure im gonna suffer at there.
although we have not been in contact for so long, i never failed to forget you. Im happy for you now, as u already found someone who really you love!
10:33 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
and im kinda of super tired! sleepy but yet try to force myself awake... work is too slacking for me today. morning was at jp and a night was at tampines.. even if i say it is slacking, im damn tired! 3 hours of sleep is never enough to regain all your energy back... and i guess, i've been working too hard.. maybe just over my limit... my schedule is starting to get very very tight...not much off, and yet my hours is always never enough till i need to go back to my store to work just to cover the hours im short off.. and some people thinks im having a easy life down here.. these people do not really know unless they are in my shoes and others as well... i love the way i am now, but some how, these people are trying to make me more stressful here... hmm...and maybe i've been typing crap since i start typing...haha=) stressful life you know!!
and recently i've been day dreaming alot on my bed. and i tend to get excited and make me difficult to sleep...yeah! hope all this day dreaming stop! cos its making my heart beat pump faster! so? haha... yeah!
i guess im gonna stop all this crap now! cos i wanna start the night dreaming!haha...
bye!
3:32 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
hey ppl! fyi, im shag out!!! haha...always work at night, and tampines is far away from my home! this coming monday im goin to warehouse, and its like office hour.. and my hours might not be enuf.yeah!need to go back store! and im coming back store later! mrng shift at jp and night work at tampines! just because i want weekend off.. haha..so gonna suffer abit later... aniway abt just now at work! damn fun and scary! everyonee was talking abt ghost.haha.. i think all the stores are haunted!!lol.. every stores got their own stories. but some of the stories are similar.. all abt small kid!!haha... the toiler at tamp is very creepy!!! i hate goin to the toilet alone... most of us go in pairs!haha... old already but all scared!haha... and i just notice that im the youngest in the reno team! most of them are like in their 30 and forties. and some are twenties. and im the only 17+ years old there. and im happy that i can get along with them well. and i guess, thats oll for my post!
2:51 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
i rather!
I thought sometime alone was what we really needed you said this time would hurt more than it helps but I couldn't see that I thought it was the end of a beautiful story and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone) and I tried to find out if this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah
And then I met someone and thought she could replace you we got a long just fine we wasted time because she was not you we had a lot of fun though we knew we were faking love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true that I'm nothing without you I know better now and I've had a change of heart
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart who holds my heart
I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you, I can only prove the things I say with time, please be mine,
I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you, than good times with someone else (I know) I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime), than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby) I'd rather have hard times to gether, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)
I'd rather have bad times with you (surely), than good times with someone else (surely) I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah), than safe and warm by myself (all by myself) I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart (you know it) I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart whoooo.....who holds my heart
4:36 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
avenged sevenfold rocks!
5:39 AM
and this how my day goes!:
woke up at ard 1, my mum shouted at me cos i today was my medical check-up. and i was just like don't care..continue sleeping until is was around 1.30pm. and off to toilet and bath...check-up was at 2.50, so i was not that rushing.. my sis wanna follow me to hospital, so ask her along. and her make-up was fucking slow!! so went out at abt 2.20pm. took cab, and reach there just in time. The doctor was fucking slow even thou i have an appointment.. 1 hour later then i was called. damn slow sia!! aft check-up, went to velocity to look for new slippers! i bought a nike slipper. yeah! i like it.. haha..now i got ard 4 slippers at home! OP, fila, a budget slipper and a new one! haha... aft that took train to newton, and took bus home... reach home at 6pm. get change, and off to tampines for work! from west to east!head pain sia!need to endure!!haha.. work was like old days at forum.. and the dust there really sucks! all of as are to bring extra shirts to cover our face! haha..like ninja turtles! then finish work at ard 2am. slack until 3 then took cab home! bath and start blogging!yeah!!! tmr work at 9pm.. shiit!!!!! damn FAR!!!!
4:40 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
hey ppl!!
yesterday:
wake up late for work, yeah so must take cab to suntec! 3 days straight full shift! crazy sia! then it was fucking slack!stand the whole day...end up i sit at 1 corner with the rest.lucky boss haven reach!haha...after the sidewalk do tear down as it was the last day... finish quite fast..yeah..at 8 plus can go home...then reach home order mac.. at 11 plus fifi chat with me, he said yan looking for me..so called yan and he ajak me go lepak at alif with yat,haziq and zal. so slack at there till 3 plus..buy new sim card!sway hp lost!then yan ride me home together with haziq.so yat got a new nick! LOBANG!haha....
today:
was at home the whole day.. edit my blog skin...and zal msg me: zal: Hello...Nga wat pe tu? me:sape nie?(i lost all my contacts) zal:eleh..mcm tk knal plak..Nie nad luh.. me:nad mane siol? zal:asal siol2 nie?aru nk manje2..nadiah luh.. me:P U A K E! zal:puake?puake mane?nie bro ayim nino ehk?
then i called him! haha...idiot! at that time i was chatting with her! wanna fool me only! haha.... he wanna borrow my renoma wallet.. so gonna lend him soon..
so thats all for my post bye!
7:31 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
yeah!! good day! MY PHONE LOST! BYE BYE TO K850I!
11:35 PM
im dead!!! yeah!!work was fucking slack!!! haha... leg tired sia!!standin like an idiot!! gtg now!! waking up at 5.45 again!! bye peeps!
1:31 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
hey peeps!! finally i uploaded lots of pic at my blog...haha acctuali not lots la..haha=) hmm.. so yesterday, went to lepak with my bdk2 puake at alif.. and went back ard 3... then need to wake up early.. another medical checkup... do blood test... take 3 bottles of my blood... haha.. shoick!!haha...
then off to work... afternoon shift.... didnt talk to that guy.... working is like damn slack... fine stupid things to do.. then got new guy, that new guy followed me, and i ask him to do this and that...haha..rayhan bully!!lol he mop the floor also damn funny.. haha.. so gtg, as later i need to wake up at 6am... need to do set up for the lego side walk at suntec! damn!
pictures below!
1:23 AM
12:24 AM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
The dream came, it was great but its just a dream. When his awake, the sadness came. Just being stupid for keeping her in his mind.
wish time would just go back to happy moments, and when the time start to get bad, it will just reverse to happy moments again
1:28 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
hey peeps, im back! just came back from suntec foor the side walk tear-down!yeah! and we finish quite fast!haha but only 3 hours!dead!scared not enuf hrs sia.. aniway im goin back to store tmr.. afternoon shift!yeah...miss store!!lol=) but i need to go to hospital again!!shit!!!!!! i hate check ups!!! waste my time!!!!!!!
k la...gtg...update again soon!!!! bye!
2:36 AM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
work was fine! and...
another incident report! shit! box fell at escalator and hit ppl, then the son fell!! oh god!! lazy to talked abt it! thats spoil my day!
1:40 AM
Friday, September 5, 2008
finally, the day has come! united square grand opening... yeah. 5/9/08! and i need to report there at 8.30am later... tired!!!
4203 then 4206 and next stop 4204! tampines! shit!! far from my home sia!
2:06 AM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
change my blogskin again! maybe im gonna stay with this skin hmm.... today work was damn slack. and my hours might not be enuf.. shit!! need to go back store on saturday.. go my pay just now from fifi.. and im happy.. baju kurong soon... haha... kay! thats all for now.. wanna rest... workin at 9pm today.. yeah!! can go out a bit late today..!!
4:47 AM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
yeah!!
woke up got 2 misss call....
kak ina and fifi..
yest at work told fifi that i might come to work,
but end up i woke up late...
then i called kak ina just now, and she said that my pay reach already..
but still need to go bank and wait for ard 2 days...