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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
love. i love you, and i know, im not showing it at all. 10:59 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
it's the end, but i found my new beginning End. Indeed its a sad ending. Toys R Us is the place where i first started working. Flashback: -Somewhere in June 2007 where i traveled with my then-close friends looking for a job. We went to places like Giant, NTUC, Cold Storage, Starbuck, and Vivo TRU. -On this same day, we went to Jurong point to asked for job at NTUC. But as usual, the answer would be "wait for call". -Then we tried toysRus. We didnt approach the service counter staff at that point of time, as we saw there is a manager at the cashier(which is mark). So we asked him directly. And he interviewed me and one of my friend, and was told to start work 2 days later(if im not wrong!) -First day of work, which i was in 11 to 4 shift. My manager was Khai. He's f cool! But i realize that my colleague are kind of arrogant but not iszat! He's the one who's really guided me. -And yes! I used to freaking HATE YAN when im still having wearing my trainee name tag!(but now, its totally diff ehk bro!) -And kakaknye have two faces in her!(that attitude never change till now)But still i can say, she's the best boss u would dream to have! -i started to find more friends when new people came in, like alex, hidayat, sharizal, iman, dzuhir. And the bonding started with the oldies and newbies working together.(oldies is YAN, haziq, fattah and iszat) and actually theres more. -then fifi came to jp. Hmm..such a SOMBONG person. didnt even smile! but everyone manage to be close with each other! -i was kicked to forum for 5mths for the renovation project. and i was stuck with the team, went for usq reno, tm reno, sidewalks, warehouse and now jp closure! -was offered to be F/T by kakaknye halfway thru the forum reno and i agreed. - i remember an incident that makes me wanna cry! Bicycle fell from top shelve and hit girl face. It was my fault i guess. But the girl should stay away from the bike! -new manager came in, and he's amin! first look, he's a GAY! but he will always coms to my rescue. so i can consider u as my 2nd best manager! - another incident! during usq grand opening. i was carrying a box on my shoulder and it slip off and fell on the escalator.(too scary to say more). ask amin! he knows alot about this, as he always comes to my rescue=)) And im lazy to type more already.. this is what i can think off.. AND I WANNA LEPAK!!! With the puakes!!!!!! ass!! my nose sucks!!!!! ps: i didnt read back what i type. sorry if i were to put words in wrong terms.wth! No more JP but i found KYN=)
And she can still makes me remember all the happy moments at jurong point toys r us 4207 7:58 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
39.  Oh, i hate all this!! Its like not making me well at all! i lied to the doctor,haha. he ask if i finish up my cough medicines already. and i said no. still go half a bottle. And the truth is, i didnt even touch that bottle. and he said i got flu virus. I feel like slapping his face at that point of time. lol! and my temperature hits the worst point. 39 degree. and my body its freaking hot! and i am sweating. 1 week of flu, 2 weeks or more for the cough. BUT! that doctor gives me 1 day of mc. which is only today. i assume he gonna give me 3 days. but i tell him that sat and sun im off. but can i recover? i spent my day, in the bed! mummy was so nice to me.. she iced me! buy food for me.. get me drinks. but i cant smoke!! gosh!! hmm... now im starting to miss my gf! i love syakinah! 9:12 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
PICTURES!  My boss loves me! haha!  I hate doing packing!  EMPTY=(  no comment!  Shrink wrap section!  The time where my hair was being cut! Whoever tape my month and my hair you owe me a haircut!  i almost cry! hahaha!
4:29 AM
no.12( i want you in my life ) swell on both hands, pains on both leg, whack by balls, wet clothings, wires all over, hair rip-off, and all this thanks to the shrink wrap. =) and my coughing is just getting worst! Was pulling flatcarts for throwing rubbish. and i had a little conversation with yan, hmm... didn't really remember how the conversation goes. BUT! i remember 1 thing about the conversation. " the person you hate might be with you in future" YES!! totally agree! same goes to yan! i use to hate this particular person in late 2007, and now, deng deng deng! I don't really look at her in the beginning! because her face like minah-minah! lol. but out of a sudden, this na-tu-ral feeling comes. and, i won't elaborate more. because im happy now! i pick no. 12
she pick no. 1, 2, 11, 12 tamak! hahaha! but still im a happy person. 3:35 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
my valentines(re-edit) Im super duper happy!! so this is how 14 Feb goes. -work which finishes at around 5am in the morning. off home and sleep meet her at late noon at jp for your info, i was rushing to buy you something. hope you like it=) and sorry to be abit late. and thanks for the cute thingy u gave to me.. i love it=) and im gonna put it at my bag and let the person see!haha Followed by movie at tampines GV. Look For a Star Rating:3.5/5 Meet the rest at white sands. Fifi, Tini Yan, Atika and AMIN! slacked at Macdonald's. Off to e-hub at 1am. planned for bowling. But its damn full. So walked around, took photos. Finally off to muhd chalet. and off home at 4 in the morning. msges her and im HAPPY! I have lots of fun! and having u by my side its a pleasure. i love you=)  syakinah,rayhan, fifi,tini, yan,atika (credits:atikus)
15 of Feb at 5.11AM ilysm=) 6:26 AM
Friday, February 13, 2009
=) In no mood, but still excited! idk why. work was freaking crazy. but still i couldn't believe that im gonna leave very soon. i wish that all of us will be in contacts after store close! i love tru jp and you! 11:36 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
HIGH! Yeah! Im HIGH!! high on that turpentine! and my head is spinning since 2 days ago. =[ and i keep on forgetting my panadol extra! And from now on, I HATE MAYSON!!!!! *love, love, love. dear, dear, dear. we're not talking! 2:04 AM
Monday, February 9, 2009
Yeah. Im smiling wide now. HAHA But i guess its a boring day today. Spend my whole day in my bed daydreaming.lol But eventually went out with zal, yat and yan to alif gombak at midnight. As usual, the talk was always nonsense but interesting. And later im working after weekends off! haha.. rarely get both weekends off unless u r in the reno team! so BYE! and 1 more thing.
can i say," i love you"? 3:33 AM
Sunday, February 8, 2009
like finally. You making me crazy this whole morning by making me smile and laugh in front of the comp myself. 5:22 AM
Saturday, February 7, 2009
your feelings, People all around me has been asking who is she. I didn't know that thing like this would have spread this fast. Her words are also playing in my mind. I just wish to know her real feelings towards me. At lease........................ They say, better say now or u will regret, and i did mention on my previous post that I'm afraid of rejection. Yes! Someone told me that i better tell, if not, i will never know. True enough! But it seems to be so complicating. I don't know. Confusing at the same time. Anyway, i changed my URL for some reason. I don't want people to say this and that about me. Its so bladi hell irritating. at lease for the time being, i prefer to keep things to myself. Only the people who i trusted will have this link. And yeah, i didn't fail to blog a single day. i feel fun doing this. Maybe....................... I just want to express all my feelings here. Does this sound so wrong? and happy birthday safian! 
4:23 AM
Friday, February 6, 2009
Ain blogged about me....haha..
Its kinda true of what she wrote.. You are just like my sister... My sister use to treat me this way. But she's no longer here. So thanks Ain! "confession" is just so difficult. 5:29 PM
Not only girls/womens gossips, now guys/men do. yeah! after work, i was happily talking to joseph abt his attachment and school stuff. beside me was this freaking yan, fifi, amin, fardhaz gossiping abt me! i don't even hear what they were talking abt only until i reach home and chatted with ain! She told me they were reading my blog aloud and laughing as she was otp with fardhaz. And i guess they know who is she! Fifi was like hinting me on the girl name at msn and facebookCHAT. Okok!! im shy! i need help to overcome this thing! gosh! wait for my last day? shitt!! how long should i wait! and ain did guess right who is she. and what she said abt my feelings was right. "if u tend to have feelings for someone, u will get malu" hmmm...thats me i guess.... 6:10 AM
Thursday, February 5, 2009
rejection! i forgot to inform that jurong point tru is closing really soon! 2 days before i enter NS! and worst still, im still not sure when is my last day working there. basically im still stuck in the reno team which makes me hard to clear my leave. i just couldn't sleep. thats why i have the fucking time to blog! Im so confuse. No one will ever understand my feelings. I got no one to talk to. To be specific, i lost a lot of valuable things in my life, and its so painful. I hope the crush would change things up. I just want to be like other people. But the problem is "she doesn't know"!. HOW?! Tell her? Too hell! Im afraid of rejection. That's the problem with me. And when people know who she is, maybe its gonna turn ugly. i wish im that brave! she's my workmate! 6:20 AM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
look up As i was sitting at the stairs with the guys after work. I just realized that i've been talking shit most of the time. So i told them, "why not i put up things that i spoke nonsense on my blog" This sound nonsense, but i think its cool. So chief suggested that i put a column under "my rants". so there it goes. look up! 7:05 AM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
crush? but everything is possible. no self-declare this time. hints or clues are already there. but. 6:01 AM
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